3x7 about myself! :)

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO EVERYONE!!.
I was tagged by two of my friends Bharat sagar and Pragyan talukdar to write about 3x7 about myself!...But first of all i thank you two for tagging me (and bharat "3x7 about myself" is a goood topic..)
3 places i would pack my travel bag for:-
*paris(my dream place)
*ooty(visited it and will keep visting it again and again!)
*spain(have to visit)
On screen characters i love to watch:-
*captain jack sparrow(wooo! he's funny)
*hugh jackman
*meg ryan
3 moods that describe me best
*sweet but short tempered
*good but stubborn
*crazy but fun to be with
3 things i wanted to do in a weekend but never did
*hang out with friends(but am not allowed to)
*clean my table
*party all night long!...(or atleats do something different!)
3 things from childhood that i can never forget
*my mistakes
*breakup with best friend cuz of my behaviour(made me realise something cuz of which i changed a particular aspect of myself)
*my school
3 things i will never say no to
*weekend party(but am forced to say no sometimes)
*going out
*trekking!
3 things i cant live without
*air,food,water,sleep(obviously!!)
*my parents(and of course god!)
*my friends and laptop!..
I have tagged
cian and sie
saliha
beanizer
healthit up for u
kda
lordita
jec sayson
april morgan to continue this chain..
am looking forward to see the "3x7 things about yourself" in your blogs:)..
okay..i pretty much broke almost every rule that was concerned to me but i have followed the rules made by bharat for tagging (:D) and here goes the rules for those who have been tagged:-
- Tag as many u want!! (well.. thts not a rule...)
- Link their pages in your tag post
- Post a message / leave a comment screaming that they r tagged
- Mention the person who tagged you in your tag post, and link their blog.
- Write 3 X 7 things about yourself :)
So, everyone have a nice day:):):)...

Life!!...

Life goes on no matter what..whether you got bad grades or whether you are financially stuck or whether your love life is a mess or you lost your dear one..still life just goes on....thats the most beautiful aspect of life!..
And there are times when we feel that we(only we) are facing the worst phases of life...thats not true cuz everyone does face it one time or the other...but just like all other phases of life even the worst phases also pass by..so if you get emotionally upset over something get over it cuz life and time does not wait for you to be back to your normal self and before you realise it you may as well lose something or someone precious or important too!!...no matter what maybe the outcome you have to fight bravely against all odds and it doesnt matter whether you win or lose..then what matters?...the fact that we have survived against all the odds...if we realise this then instead of getting upset we become stronger and the next time we will make a choice in which there are chances for the outcome to be good! or at least satisfactory but dont just ever ever give up....and am grateful to GOD for everything in my life..

I am a beginner at painting and i saw this rose on my slambook and decided to draw it...though i failed to capture its beauty perfectly but still i am satisfied with my work..lol...:)

This is me...

I dont know me..There are times when i am happy with myself and there are times when am not happy with myself.Sometimes i hate myself and sometimes i love myself.There are times when i feel sickeningly bored with me.I think i know what i want what my goal is but in the end i end up being nowhere losing the interest in the goal that i have persuaded to chase after.My fingers right now find it difficult to keep pace with my mind as i am typing these words...Sometimes i think that i suffer from "moodswings" and that is why i am changing.But i know that is not true.People find it difficult to cope with me,to love me for what i am and to accept me as me...Even i find it difficult to understand why i am positive at one moment and negative the very next moment...I am ever changing person and i am wasting my time trying to find the meaning of my life and my purpose in my life instead of trying to live my life.
I look into the mirror and i ask myself "who am i?" and depending on my mood my mind's answers change.Of course i know that am a human being just like everyone else is but i dont want to be like everyone else.I try to live myself and i feel am damn confusing even to myself.I want to be recognised as someone different but what?what do i want to be recognised as??...my mind does not have an answer for this and neither does my heart has...i am still in the process of changing ...trying to make myself better and worthier...most important of all i m trying 2 be stable...no not in my life...i want to be stable about my goals but maybe i want to keep changing in my life......
I dont know why i end relationships as abruptly i start it...but i do know that i receive my sufferings as a consequence of my decisions and sometimes this fact makes me hate myself more.What i love i hate and what i hate i love.What seems to be correct to me in one situation seems to be wrong in another situation.Why am i like this??....There is no answer.I am always full of questions in my life.But i do know the answers for some of them i guess...
And when i cant bear me anymore i look upto GOD to help me and give up...
For those who are reading this blog i thank you for listening me whine right now..and presently am trying to change to being positive minded.and i feel light-hearted now that i put in some of my thoughts here..

MoRnInG!...

Well i couldnt sleep last night so i started pacing across my house at 4:43 a.m.I did not know what to do.. so i went out and stood in the verandah.I mean its not like i get an opportunity to experience early morning atmosphere cuz i dont wake up early!I sleep very late in the night and i usualy miss a portion of the day.But since am on vacation no one is bothered but i love late nights and early mornings.But you see..in my case late nights n early mornings are like alcohol n hot water (btw-pls dont get me wrong i dont drink alcohol!..)...they never mix!!...and well i dont no about others but i sleep late so i cant wake up early..

Anyways coming to the point, it was peaceful here since its too early for people to wake up though i heard a few noises of vehicles that came from the main road...and then i heard the sweet sounds of the birds(though i dont no which birds) and then, the boy who came to throw the newspaper into every house and i was pretty much shocked when i heard "wham-bham" sound from one of the houses when he threw the paper!!...and then i saw the old ladies who were plucking jasmines for their morning prayers...and though how much my city developed and changed i can still hear a hen cooing that wake up call noise from far away....

Words and their importance!

Words play an important part of each and everyday of our lives!...in fact not even a day passes without uttering a word!!...I realised this fact just recently.I have a PASSION for writing but, the main source for it is choosing the right kind of words and making them fall in an order. When sometimes they dont make any sense i get frustrated!..WORDS are a way of expressing our feelings and they show the depth of knowledge of a person in an aspect.
Also a word once said cannot be taken back.SO PLEASE CHOOSE YOUR WORDS WISELY "n" CAREFULLY.When i was in highschool a certain elderly person once told me, "the tongue is most powerful object because once something is said it cant be taken back"...I do not say that what she said is wrong but i think its the words that play an important role than the tongue...no matter what...
Words may bring people together or even part one another..Sometimes the best solution for some of the problems in our lives is by good communication and the right choice of words...